Smile babypooh

Days goes by

2010-06-24T19:04:00.002+08:00

Every day, there are endless task to complete.

Everyday, my phone will ring none stop.

Everyday, I battle with the technologies at home.

These days i practically give up on all fights and sleep through it.

Wake up, work. Eat, work, sleep... and it continues.

Now i am left with CIBM and SW to finish up. Boy did i mention that next week school shall start. I'll probably pray for YOG holidays to come quickly.

Looking forward to saturday at SELINA"S HOUSE.

the over burden shoulders

2010-06-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

Somehow, today, i could suddenly feel the heavy burden on my shoulders.

Perhaps, things have slowed down for a while and some just starts to be more visible. I'm in my final year in SP so i am sort of expected to do well. Though they never say it yet i could feel their hopes on me.

Sigh* I am rarely in the limelight cause there will always be someone better than me. Perhaps that is the reason why i have been extremely cautious with my results this semester. Every time a new result comes in, i'll get tense up.

I use to not mind it so much...

Maybe if i learn to let go, it'll be easier.

Maybe i'll feel lighter...

will i switch?

2010-06-16T19:28:00.002+08:00

My friend is switching her domain to jugem. But i find it too troublesome even if i have one. I seriously lost count of the number of blogs i have not.

Holidays are never holidays. Either i get too busy with school or too busy recovering from all the stupid illness. It NEVER ENDS.

So i had cakes to comfort me. Ohh..SUPER FATTENING. But i couldn't resist the temptations. Well, what other choice do i have? Me, being sick, just gave me more excuse not to exercise and happily stuff myself with all the nice nice food.

Holidays will end sooner than i expected. Oh well, what do i expect? Such is life. I know... the way i said it as though i have past more than half of my life ...

Boy oh Boy.

We are nothing

2010-06-11T19:25:00.005+08:00

To the team: you guys are the best no matter what happen. Let's finish this!

If to tell you the truth, we do feel demoralise after all this. It feels more like a crisis to us and feel like our efforts have gone to drain.

We have a lot of frustration and now we need to start all over again after so long...

I don't know what to say.

There are people where when we need them, they're never by our side.

We are not a useless team.

We'll prove it to you.

WHen your world comes down...

2010-06-08T17:22:00.002+08:00

I like the cool weather

I like to snuggle in my bed for warmth

I like to daydream

I just wish that FYP will end sooner. Cause it is getting on my nerves.

Last but not least, my paranoid syndrome makes me feel like the world is coming to an end.

I need the lost colours back to my life.

let my worries and fatigue be like wind

2010-06-07T10:25:00.002+08:00

My body has been sleeping dead. I mean i don't feel tired but my body does. And it annoys me a lot. Yesterday, other than working hard on my essay, the other part of me sleeps whenever i am free.

I was thinking that i should go for a full body massage to eliminate the fatigue.

This week is the last week of school. I hope that i can sneak some time off for myself. I like to just stare at the ceiling and rot for one day.

my way of relaxation...

もいい

2010-06-01T18:33:00.002+08:00

最近は　いろいろな考えてしました。だから自分であまり元気じゃない。

問題はいたい何ですか。

僕輪なにも解りません。　

どする元気になりますか？

誰か僕にを助けてください

A need

2010-05-30T16:29:00.002+08:00

I get annoyed easily especially for the entire of last week. I admit i do have problems controlling my emotions and handling it. I have yet perfect it and i know i, myself, am not perfect neither. I rarely throw my temper at my friends but yet for the entire of last week, i have done it yet again and again.

I get annoyed and frustrated at myself most of the time and i tried very hard to suppress the bashing but ended up exploding in front of my friends...

Yeah, i know i am pathetic...

I need to tell myself that tomorrow onwards, i'll be the old me...

Accept and move on...

星の新聞

2010-05-27T14:21:00.003+08:00

The 11th edition of 星の新聞- hoshi no shinbun is out! Yeah!

Actually it was out long ago but i finally got my own copy today. Boy, am i happy to see my work publishing out to not just SP students but to the Japanese community. All the hardwork and efforts were not in vain.

Hope the readers can enjoy this.

With love from the editor ^^

What goes up will comes down

2010-05-26T16:00:00.002+08:00

I feel so moody this days. I can't control my mood these days and i need to find something to make me happy.

Either i am too busy till i lost myself or i am going nuts.

SOB SOB MAJOR EMO ERA.

I think i need a shopping day to make me happy.

どする？迷てしまた。

誰にも解らない。

。。。

Emergency Meeting

2010-05-22T09:38:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the most tiring friday ever. All the leaders and deputy heads had the meeting together for 4 1/2 hour. This is what we would call emergency. everything had to be settle by 7pm and we had a pile of stuff to decide.

I think everyone was trying their hardest to concentrate but it was pretty much of a challenge as most of us were in school since 8am.

We had to be mentally prepared to work over the weekends cause monday is the D-day for us and we'll probably have another 2 meetings till the dark night.

sigh*

FYP. I don't know anymore. Yet we can't say much.

Oh well...so screwed

You drive me crazy.

2010-05-19T20:27:00.002+08:00

Today was quite a slow day to me. I did not rush in whatever i do. Probably because i was either too lazy or think that i have a lot of time to spare.

speaking of the word "spare", I think i almost lost all my hair thinking of taglines. It is so hard to do it...or rather i do not have much of the patience looking through thesaurus. It's dizzying if there is such a word...

I hope tomorrow's CA goes well. I really hope so...

I have no idea when am i starting on media in Asia....and it better be soon!

sweetest sensation of all

2010-05-18T19:00:00.003+08:00

Sweet stuff still rules over my life.

Yesterday was awesome. Today is an extremely productive day as i finally started on my PRW graded assignment. And later at night, I'll start on the freaking long essay for Media in Asia.

I relax a lot even though i have a long list of stuff to do.

On a side note: Survivor: Heroes VS Villians is the most awesome season in Survivor History!!

expenditure and something that goes beyond that

2010-05-14T19:37:00.002+08:00

"tired" is an understatement. Anyway, i feel so slack today. So much so that i ended up dressing with just T-shirt, short and slippers to school. Major shock i guess. I was too lazy...

I feel the need to spend money but i have to control the urge. I was pretty determine to save money until i saw the clothes, mask and etc on the latest popteen magazine. Damn it.

Right now, i feel like getting this items...

Ettusias Makeup removal
cardigan
New makeup Pouch.

I just feel like getting one nice and pretty ones...

Oops. I did it again

500

2010-05-12T19:12:00.002+08:00

Today i feel extremely tired. I have no idea why.

I have talk about something that has been bothering me for a week. But yet my decision remains the same. No change anymore. Thanks Jayne for listening to all my doubts when I need it.

I'm gonna have a good laugh by watching videos.

Then relax for today...

Living with a moron is tough

2010-05-11T19:14:00.002+08:00

There is no Tutorial this week. Which means no school today and early off on Friday.

I was doing research for media in asia. Damn it. The text just made me wanna sleep . zzzz ...Too much to do, too much to understand, too much to write.

A change of blogskin but i think i'll change the top image soon once i am done with another picture. I made that out of rush.

YOGA YOGA YOGA. I going back to it. I need to start from scratch. My back problem took nearly 3 years to recover so i guess my flexibility was gone just like this. SAD.

Tomorrow class end at 1 pm with no break at all...as usual. But i'll be going down to bugis to buy popteen.

after that...

It's japanese study time.

Good life or ...

2010-05-09T20:04:00.002+08:00

Facebook is annoying. I can't upload any photos and i am piss off because of this.

Aside from that, i went for a hair cut and treatment yesterday. It felt good. I don't mind if i could add a manicure and pedicure but i doubt my cash wanna leave my pocket.

Sold the junk acer at quite a reasonable price. But i have to split the money.

Right now, i just need to put on a mask to moisturise my face.

Hopefully i do not need to go back to school on Tuesday. I'll be able to spend the entire settling my piling CAs.

BLOGGATTON & LIFE

2010-05-06T15:31:00.002+08:00

3rd week of school and i still feel busy and tired. Why? I have no idea. There is nothing much to do this week but yet i always feel that there is something to do.

Oh well.

My dear MACbook is starting to get utilize to its fullest potential. 7 hours of battery life is no longer enough. Dear me.

I was too lazy to blog cause the moment i got online, i didn't know what else to do other than watching videos, Facebook and twitter.

I guess i am getting bored with the internet world so i tried to bid a mini goodbye and welcome my bookworm life.

Yes, I'm back to reading and i enjoyed it very much.

On a side note: Can the skating season come sooner? I'm getting bored after watching 3 seasons of skating.

Alive or Dead

2010-05-02T10:58:00.002+08:00

Hi, back to blog. I know it's kinda dead here. But too bad. Either i am too sick or i am too busy.

My first week of school was fairly exciting because i was too sick to go to school in actual fact. The Flu, cold, fever and everything just caught up with me. It's annoying when you are sick and you can't sleep nor eat.

Second week marks the busiest week ever. I mean everything is just way to busy for me to handle. I think we went home late almost every day. First CA pitch. Well glad it is over...

Now i just need a proper rest...

high and low. ANNOYING. CAN YOU JUST STAY WHERE YOU ARE???

2010-04-20T14:49:00.002+08:00

I am annoyed by myself by a lot of bits. Here's my letter to you love.

Dear Mr Fever,

get out of me. it's annoying. I have a freaking CA next week. If you insist on staying behind, i don't mind. Come back on Thursday. AT LEAST LET ME GO TO SCHOOL ON WEDNESDAY.

I am begging you. Your love for me is a burden. I thought i have seen the last of you yesterday but not so apparently.

With Mr Cough & Mr Flu as your side kick, i know how brilliant you are in cheating my feelings again and again.

Don't get too cocky.

Mr medicine, please work your charm. No reason for me to spend so much money if you are gonna lost this battle. As for the collateral damages you all have done to my face, I'll find some way to deal with it.

Boy, i thought i could save money on the mc today but looks like i'll be spending more later with me re-visiting my doctor to kick your ass off.

Do whatever you want but let me last till about 7pm tomorrow and you can do whatever you want after that.

signing off,

Riiohna

IN SO M-I-A

2010-04-05T21:13:00.002+08:00

I N S O M I A

I have not been blogging cause i have been Sick. S I CK is an understatement. Torture is more appropriate. I suffered from flu and sore throat. Under this circumstances, normally you just sleep. But the problem is I CAN'T!

I finally have a good night sleep after i change my medicine to something stronger last night.

These days i am simply addicted to Kim Yuna's figure skating videos. She is just awesome.

Last Friday's family gathering wasn't much. Mummy moo noted that i speak more often than before. But the problem is i was still mock about the fact that i was a hard working girl who cares only about school work and study.

Note: "I think i might not have much of a June holiday break"

That was what i said...

Oh well, forget it.

sick dog at FYP briefing

2010-04-01T09:32:00.002+08:00

I'm so frigging sick now. Tell me about it.

Apparently, i'm not alone. Joanna was also sick. So what when wrong???

FYP briefing was short and sweet and surprisingly less scary than what i thought it was suppose to be. Or is just me??

Met a couple of people today back in school. Saw Sherry and Sher and also Amy.

Made my day!

Shopping with a sprained ankle

2010-03-30T14:13:00.002+08:00

My ankle was soo screwed for the past few days until yesterday. I thought my ankle was dead after i fell on Sunday.

Apparently, that did not stop me from shopping.

Mummy Moo bought me a bag( black in colour) as a reward for my results. I simply love it. I realise the stuff i have now are mostly BLACK.

I'm not a fan of BLACK now but somehow, it appears so. I guess i was worried that my stuff will get dirty and using black is the solution. hmm.

My wallet, pencil case...so on so fore.

I bought majorlica majorca lipgloss PK102 and maybelline mascara cause i'm running out of those.

Despite spending those money...

I still have a list of things to buy. W.O.W

Right now, i'm complaining with my friends on twitter that i am so broke.

BATAM and the awesome mosquitoes

2010-03-27T09:24:00.002+08:00

Hihi. I'm officially back from Batam, Indonesia. I know my blog has been dead for the past few days. Apparently i left on tuesday and i only came back only on friday night.

What should i say about there?

The place was awesome overall. Just that the mosquitoes were to much of a blood sucker for us. But for me, i got more bruises than mosquito bites. And the problem is i don't even know how it got there. O.o

Before we even reach Batam, back at Tanah merah ferry terminal, i thought i was going to die cause the waves were hitting the ferry so hard that the ferry was moving side ways.

I hate the waves whenever i get to singapore.

The food there was simply awesome. I was fed till i almost popped. Buffet 3 times a day.

The few activities we had.

JUNGLE TREKKING

I was so terrified the entire trip cause EVERYTHING looks the SAME in the forest. We had to keep our focus on the trek all the time cause i wrong step and it is sayonara~ The steep slope up and the steep slope down. I don't even care about the army of mosquitoes following us.

RAFTING

Erhm...for this, it was a little difficult. Apparently i have problem with the ropes so i merely helped out within my means. However, the problem is the moment our raft reach the shore, the waves came crashing and the raft was gone- the ropes let go themselves and the parts were floating everywhere. So it was an epic failure.

HIGH ROPE

One of the most exciting and most terrifying element ever. I was the first few to start cause i don't wanna be the last few. But is till love the flying fox the most. awesome is an understatement. but i think i got most of my bruises there.

I shall upload the photos soon i guess. hmm.

Stand By | Ready | Go

2010-03-21T20:14:00.002+08:00

These few days, i haven't been sleeping well.

I have no idea why. Probably should join the sleeping society to ask for advices. Bleh.

I guess today and tomorrow will be preparation for the Batam trip. Hope it'll be fun. I think I'll need to update my ipod cause i am so bored with the songs i have as of current.

Bought BoA's identity.

My all....

Shopping with selina

2010-03-17T12:19:00.003+08:00

Shop shop shop.

I finally get to do my shopping with Selina. But Still we fail miserably as the shopping bags contain our NEEDS not our WANTS.

Of course in order to safe our transport fee, we walked from Bugis to Orchard. I think i was crazy enough to agree to follow.

I bought my macbook keyboard cover, HP strap and fasio lipstick.

I did not by the M.A.C lipstick cause there is no colour that i like. Sad sad

Then when we wanted to buy hair accessories but we couldn't find the ones we like. Like i say, the shopping is epic failure but still we enjoy each others company.

I'm a bit upset cause next semester i will not be able to see her as often as the previous 2 semester. With final year project ongoing, it'll be worst.

sigh*

Now i remember, there are still much stuff to buy.

groupings | Shoppings

2010-03-15T10:17:00.002+08:00

Oh well, i knew about my final year grouping. A bit sad about the final outcome but still i'll accept it.

I have a lot of shopping to do! and yet, i have yet gone shopping with anyone. I'll do it this week. A long list of stuff to be bought.

lipstick
toner
keyboard protector

these are the must buy. but probably, i'll spent a little more on something else.

shoppaholic syndrome is edging on me.

I NEED TO SHOP.

Hiking | Burns | Questions?

2010-03-13T10:55:00.002+08:00

Pulau Ubin.

Hiking at Pulau Ubin was the mini get to know each other before we go Batam next next week.

Though the walk is ridiculously long but still i enjoy the overall trip. I guess my team mates are like a part of it cause we all are the slow bochap relax kind of people. It makes a lot of difference.

I got sunburnts! ARghh! I need my cucumbers!

Of course after i came back, my parents were in awe that i really went there to hike because they say i am pretty much like a "princess".

I'm like WTF. If i could survive in Cambodia for 11 days why not 1 day at Pulau Ubin? Stereotyping siol.

Unfair. Just because i don't do it often doesn't make me a princessy. I'm pure lazy that's it.

sob sob.

Oh yes. I have yet to conclude the semester or the entire year 2 proper.

Next post!

Life after Exams

2010-03-07T14:06:00.004+08:00

Life after exams are quite bland, simple and yet peaceful. I have so much time now that i have no idea how to spend. Most of the time, i sleep.

I have a whole lot of shopping to do and i am waiting for my dear Selina to be free so that we can go out and shop.

anyway, I have cut my hair and did collagen treatment for my hair all for $50. Friendship price.

I love the smell of my hair now.

Time to pick up a book at kino or borders. Probably gonna buy murakami's.

I think all the fatigue is catching up on me and sleep is the only way out. By the way, My beauty diary's mask is awesome. I got it at $21 and i bought the CQ10 mask meant for old lady.

Yes, yes, my skin feels old after exams.

I need to cut down on caffine and start the exercise before i ballon up again.

Though u are tired, it's the Last lap

2010-03-03T11:09:00.002+08:00

It's the last lap sweet heart. I keep telling myself this to break the nervous syndrome.

Just a little more. And tomorrow, after 2 plus, you'll be free.

Just a little more.

Just like swimming laps. Last lap even if it is an extremely long lap.

"just keep swimming, just keep swimming, what do we do just swim swim swim." - Dory from Finding Nemo.

Limelight & Pressure walks hand in hand

2010-02-28T22:21:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of the not so awesome CNY. And the dinner with the relatives was also very weird.

Apparently, I came only for dinner and when i walk to the coffee shop, all eyes stare at me. I seriously don't know how to react. I feel very much like the ice which titanic crash onto.

Low profile and its limelight i get.

My mum says its concern but i have been ignored for the past 18 years of my life. A bit uncomfortable with the overwhelming love and care flooding in.

Weird weird weird.

I just leave it at that current state. I don't know how to handle this, seriously...

Blood Typing and the worst is not over

2010-02-28T11:20:00.002+08:00

Fuck. I need to do blood typing. Did i mention i have phobia for those not so cool needles? Damn it.

And my phone is giving me some battery problem. Lucky it is alright now. CHARGE!!

Law is so wordy and i am really sick from studying PRMP.

I need 2 and a half hour to study just for defamation.

Seriously, if only time was godspeed. then, i'll be enjoying my holidays now.

Who wouldn't want?

Steam Boil or other preference

2010-02-26T19:30:00.003+08:00

I thought it would rain today but it turns out to be a false alarm. Sad Sad sad. I was jumping up and down like a kid when i saw the dark clouds

And the study part was even worst. I totally laze off in the morning and the afternoon. The weather and the ulcer just worsen my plight.

Yes yes, Ulcer on my awesome gum and it makes me giddy everyday without fail. I thought I had hypoglycemia.

Congrats Kim Yuna for winning Gold in Ice skating. She was AWESOME ^^

Never mind that. A storm is blowing in the midst of exam right now and what we would like to call it a saga.

Sad sad sad. What's wrong with the world?

Right now, I'll really be happy if it rains.

Hot weather bidding goodbyes and what's next?

2010-02-25T16:56:00.002+08:00

"weather is hot"is an understatement. Of all places it should rain, not even a single drop can be found here in the east. Can anyone spare us some droplets to cool the heat??

AM was over yesterday and words can't express my happiness for that.

However, right now, i am struggling with one more chapter of PRMP and the heat just adds on to my woes.

Anyway, I just left a message for a lecturer who is going off. I hate teary goodbyes so i merely wish her all the best.

sad sad sad.

I also found out that i got scriptwriting and Media in Asia as my electives. And self reflection today made me realize what a spoilt brat i am. Now i am done bashing myself...

Time to get back to my studies...

I still can't believe others can still worry about other things. What brought on the premature desperate, paranoid idea?

Sigh oh sigh

what's wrong with the world?

Life sucks when headache comes in.

2010-02-23T19:16:00.003+08:00

The Men in the house have gone nuts i suppose.Andropause.

As of current, i have completed my study but whether is it in or out i have no idea.

I'll only know tomorrow.

Headache is killing me and i think sleep is the only cure.

I think i need to relax before the panic syndrome gets the best out of me.

For some reason i feel that morning paper isn't such a good thing.

Tick tock tick tock...

the clock is ticking...

relief and be gone

2010-02-22T19:38:00.002+08:00

I just realize that i tend to write on my blog more often than usual during exam periods. Probably because i have a lot of free time to do so.

I need to release the panic syndrome in me so that i could be less masochistic to myself.

I'm down with probably 2-3 chapters and i'll be done for the module.

Sigh*

Why am i so emo?

No idea. Probably the confrontation with old man and that i will never place his interest above mine for CNY ever again.

It doesn't pay to be kind.

I agreed to go for CNY visits and yet i get mock at for not studying during this period.

...

Like i say, it doesn't pay to be kind. So i just told him that I will never ever go for CNY visits when i have other more important priorities.

I will and shall not give in.

Case close.

A tick & Tock...It's gone

2010-02-22T08:40:00.002+08:00

Time flies so fast.

And before i knew it, exams will be over. Hopefully.

Struggling with revision and CNY just spoils it all. I could have finish everything yesterday but just because of all the stupid visitings, my academic have to suffer.

Now that i am done with my complainning, i think it's time to get my ass to work. I'm so sick of memorising.

I can't wait to see next week coming.

I want to do well...

very much with emo-ing now.

Busy week ahead

2010-02-20T12:38:00.002+08:00

A busy weekend ahead.

And i still have to study. Pretty much no mood but i'm forcing my butt to stay put on the chair to study. sigh*

Advertising management is at least better than studying bonds.

Hmm...

I have so much entertainment to do. this is bad.

Now i feel like having the urge to buy cosmetics so much. shit shit shit. I guess i'll go by the "no money no thoughts about it."

Raging shopping hormones.

I need a controller to control it

afternoon tea. shopping. chitchat

2010-02-18T21:08:00.002+08:00

Finance is soo screwed.

So i don't bother about it after it is over. I intended to go home but ended up shopping and chit chatting with Sherry and Elaine.

It's been a long time since i have sit down with my friends to chit chat.

Overall, i enjoy the session.

Next to study, AM.

I doubt i have the mood now.

Let out the smoke

2010-02-17T21:15:00.002+08:00

I need to let out all the unhappiness or rather crazy doom from over studying.

after 1 whole day, i'm still stuck at bonds.

BONDS BONDS AND MORE BONDS. How to survive myself?

I hate chapter 9.

can't help but wants to wait for the test TO BE SO OVER

On a side note

2010-02-17T12:42:00.002+08:00

On a side note: I just realise the amount of money i'm gonna spend if i ever have the chance to buy.

my rubber keyboard protector
a new laptop back
a harddrive
a new bag
POPTEEN
M.A.C Lipstick or Kate eyeliner
Face mask
BoA CD

The really urgent one is face mask and i have no idea which to buy??? As for cosmetics, i think i can only choose one.

seriously broke. I need more CNY visits for more ANG BAO MONEY.

CNY Mayhem

2010-02-17T09:29:00.003+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year!

well, not really a happy one if you have to mug during festive seasons. =.=

Finance oh Finance...

And tomorrow is the freaking test. How?

I think most of us will survive.

One thing i like about this CNY, i blend with the surroundings. But I would rather be invisible as always among all my relatives.

But still when i am too quiet, someone bound to realise that.

Hmm.

Why can' people be less observant?

With an attempt, all will vanish with a spoof

2010-02-12T21:45:00.002+08:00

Today is the unofficial last day of semester...

W O W

And today, we LOU HEI as a class for the first time!!! though it is very small but yet it has great significant. Perfect timing as all is well now.

I shall wait for Sherry to upload the photos!!

For the UCCD test, it's atrocious with the mark allocation. lowest point is 5 and highest is 15 for the questions. I'm not even sure what i wrote was ever enough for the marks. But thank goodness i went for lecture, and yongjie for convincing me to do so!!

THANK YOU PEOPLE WHO WISH ME GOOD LUCK FOR THE TEST! I needed it badly.

MACBOOK coming in 7 days time...Yippy!!

On the side note: I smell burnt in the air...i think haze is back. Or is it my imagination?

Sit still

2010-02-11T22:12:00.002+08:00

I am extremely sleepy from over mugging. Technically, out of 6 chapters, i'm almost done with 4 and a half.

I'll skip the morning tutorials cause i doubt i could wake up at such a time...

I still have to read through a bunch of notes to understand the points i am trying to make.

I still wanna do my best for the test no matter what happens.

Gambatte!

Tomorrow is electives result...Well oh well.

On the side note: Rescuer, Prosecutor or Victim, which do you wanna be?

For me: None...

I love the lizard brain theory.

I just don't get it...

2010-02-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

I don't get it why but everyone is trying to test my patience.

Fuck shit. I can't take this shit any longer.

I just freaking quarrel with my mum and she went too far this time. Bloody hell.

No Mood to open my door for them no matter how hard they knock. CCB

I talk to her nicely and she thinks that i am being impolite. when i ask her which part am i impolite, she couldn't say it out and just keep emphasizing on I AM IMPOLITE and RUDE.

Now HOW THE HELL AM I GONNA KNOW WHERE HAVE I DONE WRONG IF YOU DON"T EVEN TELL ME?

Seriously, what's wrong with this people???

Can you even be more understanding? Just like on saturday...i just have a bloody event and i can't even have a PROPER BREAK. I stood for freaking 12 hours and can't you even be understanding??

I hardly had a proper break and you chose to push my buttons at these moment.

I think i shall not say much...not even to my dad even if he have to interrogate me for another 24 hours.

Pathetic communication from the start...

and worst still, my mum doesn't even know when to stop picking a fight.

MUG-A-THON

2010-02-08T21:45:00.002+08:00

It's barely exam and i can feel the "race" excitement. The muggathon has officially started this week and i hate to say, time to crash those info in my head.

half way through the chapter on culture shock and here i am digressing.

What is culture shock? It is one's psychological reaction to unfamiliar environment often occurs during a huge transition experience.

Prelimanary stage
Spectator Stage
Participative Stage
Shock stage
Adjustment stage
Re-entry stage

I think i have to much of culture shock. I have to get a foreign tongue by tomorrow and weapons to fight a "bloody" war on wednesday.

and freak shit, CNY is just round the corner.

WTH!

Salon spring cleaning and breaking bones

2010-02-07T17:54:00.003+08:00

Today i had done a lot of stuff other than... STUDYING! It was supposed to be part of the plan actually but things turned out quite different.

I had to do spring cleaning cause CNY is freaking next week!!! Later i have to wash the toilet cause i made a huge mess while cleaning. Then i had to cut my hair and of course rush to do my nails...

and all the reason is because CNY is FREAKING NEXT WEEK!! and to summarise it, my first half of the day i work like a maid, while second half was pretty much enjoying.

I think i should study at night...like i say, "I think"

3 tests this week and i have no idea why do i not feel the stress build up?

I think my brain wires have short circuit... =.=

I smell burnt

Miracles and wonders

2010-02-05T20:49:00.002+08:00

This week wasn't as tense up as last week...

And tomorrow is the BIG event. YEP. BIG EVENT! Let's hope..nope everything MUST go well for tomorrow.

Here i am blogging my life away. Today, other than getting EMP event stuff, the rest of the time, i was chit chatting with the guys talking about craps.

sigh*

Finance presentation was gone with the wind and so i'm quite relax...

tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow...

I suddenly miss some people...

Wierd, Madness and what next

2010-02-01T21:51:00.002+08:00

It's been more than one week since i last blog. Reasons are like given. Either i have no time or i don't feel like blogging.

This week will be fairly light i guess.

And my lappy choose to crash on a perfect time. So i am very much decided on buying Macbook White.

Really just get that.

I have no idea why but somehow i could just taste freedom

What a day

2010-01-24T20:29:00.002+08:00

I finally sat down proper to blog!

My feeble attempts to blog for the past 3 days were really failures.

I should think on the positive side. Especially for this week. Afterall, it has been a long time since i did individual presentations. Plus it is a double presentation on wednesday. As for thursday, it is submission of PRMP CAII, Friday it is UCCD presentation.

Mr Instinct has been acting up lately and i have no idea what went wrong? Probably i am anxious about tomorrow's PRMP meeting cause we intend to finish up everything by then. I shouod look on the positive side. I guess with the focus group done, it is much clearer.

Hmm...

As for MLE, it can be push aside. I need to focus on my AM CAII even if it is only 10%.

Talking about priorities, i will be like a pizza tomorrow- split half. If you get the idea of two different groups wanting your attention.

I need another ME.

what am i doing??

2010-01-22T17:01:00.004+08:00

Today i skip classes again cause i need to rest because Ms. Period is such an annoying bitch. Wierdom.

Now once again it's SIF (shit it's Friday) Almost another week gone.

Now, Exam time table is out which means i have to start studying before i screw up like last semester. Plus next week is the week to choose elective and i have no idea what i should choose other than art direction.

Oh well...

For the memorising part, i need to learn the techniques of building memory palace.It'll make my life easier.

Once again, Mr Instinct is acting up again.

i need some advices.

tele-path-y

2010-01-21T20:53:00.003+08:00

Telepathy? I think we do have. Apparently, Selina also had to see doctor because of stomach cramp. But she had the worst bargain of all. A buy one get one free situation- diarrheo.

Oh well, sad case for either of us.

Called her last night and apparently two of my phone died on me half way through. WTH. Never mind, i'll see her next week.

Sometimes i wish i could spare a little bit more time with my other friends. Hopefully in CNY. Anyway, Weiyin is inviting me over to her house for CNY. I'll definitely go at all cost.

As for school, it's a bitch.

Luckily my project discussion went well...

I'm so skipping finance tomorrow that's for sure.

$$$ flown

2010-01-20T20:27:00.002+08:00

Money gone...FML.

Today i had horrendous stomach cramps that i almost faint in the train. Freak shit, i should have just take a cab home.

Now $26 gone with the wind. Tell me what should do?

The Doc was very nice, gave me discount for painkillers. But i doubt i'll go to school tomorrow.

Cause it was soooo painful.

Now i realise i have tons of stuff to do. LIST from top to toe. Oh well, i just hope i survive till next friday.

Oh BTW now i remember i have to get my corporate wear by next week. I can see my notes flying off...I NEED A SPONSORSHIP BADLY!!

I'm so gonna beg .

broken soul searching for comfort

2010-01-18T20:27:00.002+08:00

I can feel my bones cracking. It will really be nice if i could have some thai massage now cause i literally can't feel my body. I'm Floating

Tomorrow is yet another beginning of mayhem/heaven- PRMP CAII

I have no idea what is going to happen.

Today i had watch the best drama i have seen in my life and it is in real life. Seriously, they should just be actors and actresses.

Naturally, I enjoyed the show hopping that they will know when to stop.

Hmm...I doubt they can.

Anyway, i just need my comfort objects. Not the recycle ones from "The Giver". I am gonna give myself a mask, put on the johnson and johnson's baby lotion for relaxation before i sleep + my Ruru.

Simple things=simple happiness

Level of unpredictable

2010-01-17T20:26:00.004+08:00

My brain officially crash! into bits and pieces and i am saying stuff as though i am drunk. Forgive me if you find what i wrote here wierd cause i am not very coherent at this moment.

Why my brain crash?

i am pure tired (in every bits and pieces of me)
My brain can't rest cause my phone keeps ringing
Too much shocked in the morning and afternoon
Overloaded with my dad's lecture on finance
wierd SMS coming in
Math is just driving me mad
Number of reasons why people don't help you when you needed them
Tired of handling the bullshits that people like to throw at me
My brain just can't comprehend why is this happening to me and my other few counterparts

I think i am immune to all the bad news sms coming in...or perhaps i am just too slow to react.

Finance oh finance...

Well, it's the start of the week...

I'll put the past behind me and move on.

Whatever that happen last week is over...

I think i need to get my brain OS fix..

till then

Desperation must be kick out

2010-01-14T20:35:00.002+08:00

My impatience often turn me into a desperate person. I'll learn to curb that.

Today, i had a mini breakdown again.

I think i had too much to handle these days.

But still wanna thank Sherry, Royston, Elaine and Fiza for being by my side.

Just one step at a time darling, go with the flow. Be a seahorse?

After a sleep, i think i am more calm than before. I'll direct my attention to Finance.

Thanks daddy for the help in finance...

last time

2010-01-14T09:08:00.002+08:00

I feel so stupid.

Yesterday i cried over an ungrateful bitch. Now i feel like i am just plain silly to cry over such a matter. This will probably be the last time i am doing this.

I think i need to get out of that circle. Think of other stuff other than that.

Whatever...EMP is what i worry the most now. Like serious.

Freak shit i am getting paranoid again.

Damn it i need to stop doing that.

And lastly, i'll give the bashing a holiday.

Be patient and thou shall be rewarded

2010-01-13T16:15:00.003+08:00

Today i realise that my impatience tend to get to my head. Today i realise that i need to be more patient by going fishing.

Today we had a conversation about grouping. It made me realise that no group is perfect. You can look for the perfect group members but one thing never changes- problems arising.

I remember asking my dad about why people reacted differently in projects. The answer- something is at stake.

He is so damn right. There is always something at stake. Our grades, our priorities, our relationship and our life.

There is always an element(s) that will drive people and everyone is different. Just a matter of how we handle it.

Yup..meaning whether anyone is willing to give and take.

As usual my final conclusion is : humans are just plain complicated. If only we are so simple, life will be easier.

But still i would like to thank my AM kakees for all the hard work and efforts even though there are times we feel like killing each other. Admit it people. =.= To me, this project is very important cause i want to push my limits and perhaps change myself.

alright...don't ask me why i am posting this...

It's Mr. Instinct's idea.

Head Hunting

2010-01-13T12:46:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling extremely irritated cause there is a need to do head hunting for 2 o' level students for EMP.

How am i gonna do it? I just realise today that in about 3 weeks time, it's the event. OMG. Shoot me please.

What can i do??? Tell me and answer my prayers. I really hope i can get as many people as possible. Just in case.

Now i am mentally tired and soon to be unsound.

Someone save me please...

Trust

2010-01-11T21:02:00.002+08:00

Today i had a lesson given by my old man about Mr.Trust, which made me realise i never or rarely have trust for others.

I felt so pathetic. Maybe something is wrong with me...

I just need a few moments to blog about it so i can get it out of my head. I have no idea how to cope with that reality now.

Speaking of reality, I just realise i have 3 deadlines next week. Or did i just mention 3? Yes definitely. Worst, i only realise it today when Mr Khai gave a knock on my head (not literally) Telling me that i have gotten all my dates wrongly.

Deadlines? More like my dead times!

Vera was very nice by tweeting to give me some tips to handle EF!

Anyway, I'm so gonna get myself something expensive tomorrow. I don't care if its gonna blow a huge hole in my pocket.

I'm so gonna do it.

You say it best...when you say nothing at all

2010-01-08T20:36:00.002+08:00

I realise picturing my pictures makes my blog less dead...I wonder how long can this last?

I initially wanted to skip school today but i have to go back cause i have to hand up the Japanese editorial stuff.

I feel like spending money on myself and buy something expensive to reward myself. Forget about the reason cause it will be a made up excuse.

hmm...

I'll think about it later as i have to do the my AM. It's just a little bit more.

Tomorrow i'll be meeting my groupies for a keropok party..for my FIZA!!!

Looking forward to it =)

My bro just made a huge exclaim over my face. I know...major outbreak!!

this is just bad. very bad

お誕生日おめでと！

2010-01-07T21:36:00.003+08:00

I feel my bones are breaking. Oh well...yesterday was FML To the max cause nothing went right. Thank goodness today was so so.

I had a big headache and i feel like my head's gonna blow up. That's why the fiirst thing i told everyone after the EMP test was "I'm going home to sleep".

I think fatigue got onto me...

And once again THANK GOD EMP TEST WAS OVER. I felt like my brain juice was sucked dry.

alright then ..now the main point of today's post...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SELINA

hEY NUREN, hope you have a happy 19th birthday. LURVE YOU TO THE MAX!!

お誕生日おめでと！

Buried

2010-01-06T11:59:00.002+08:00

Yo back to blog before i am buried in the awesome mountainous pile of work.

Right now i am with Jayne at FC6 studying...EMP.

Slept only 1 hour last night cause i have insomia. My mind is like my computer/laptop and it could not shut down.

Something is really wrong with my brain's OS. I think i need to change it to snow leopard.

Well...right now i feel so much like a zombie that i think my brain is as good as dead...

Had i not have to hand up that stupid GEMS report today, i doubt i will even appear for lessons.

Oh well, i just hope that this week will end soon, cuase it is too painful to continue any further...

2nd day of 2010

2010-01-02T20:51:00.004+08:00

Aloha~

I led my past few days in the toilet practically. As of current, i have stop diarrheo-ing but I cannot eat too much cause my stomach has been infested with extremely naughty bacteria. It aches the moment i eat...freaking bacteria.

I have been stuck at home until today...freed from home and the toilet...

So today i went to kinokuniya hoping to buy some literature books. Apparently, the orchard outlet is sooo big that it always makes me feel giddy.

In the end i succumb to the temptation of buying Gundams books.

Bleh. I'm hopeless.

As of current, I'm rushing my UCCD shit report. Apparently on Hostfede theory. oh well...

Like i say previously, I lost my freaking thumbdrive...

Hopeless once again...Thanks Fiza for sending me the stuff.

So what have i been doing for the past few days other than diarrheo? Studying EMP when i am too jelly to go to the toilet.

I'm left with one more chappie...but once again i feel like nothing is going through my head.

But apparently, i studied so as to ignore the urge to go to the toilet for at least 2 hours. Not a very good motivator but at least it still works.

Oh well...

Fresh 2010

2010-01-01T15:32:00.002+08:00

Hi 2010 self...

I guess i get to the usual start up. New Year Resolutions.

Get Good Results for Year 2 Sem 2 and Year 3 Sem 1
Get a BF
Better Skin
Handle my emotions well
Have fun everyday
GO overseas
Be healthy

I think that's all...

Usual with a little change this year. I hope my 2010 self will love herself more and not bash herself up for the smallest reasons...

xoxo,

Riiohna

Last Day of 2009

2009-12-31T15:20:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of the Year 2009...

This year my life has been rather rocky...but still i learnt how to handle my emotions better. It has been a rather stressful year cause lots of stuff have change...

and as of current, i'm battling with Mr Diarrheo or rather for the past 4 days...

I can't believe i 'll probably end the year in the toilet...hope that doesn't happens.

Hopefully, things will get better in the year 2010.

Goodbye my 2009 self...

Discipline

2009-12-30T22:51:00.002+08:00

I am sooo discipline today...

Not just to my projects and studies but also to the toilet..

Diarrhea...a total of 5-6 times today.

Thank god my toilet is near my room...

So in the end i did not go to the open house briefing. I did not even need to attempt to skip it and my diarrhea already gave me a reason not to leave the toilet...

oh well...

Tomorrow is New Year's Eve...suddenly i feel a little scared about my future cause time passes so fast.

I think I'll still be at home with my beloved projects and EMP notes.

Remind me that school is reopening next week. Ahhhh....

I think I'll restore my blog white soon...I still think it is the best.

Back to feet

2009-12-29T21:26:00.002+08:00

My finger that i had the ring on is now blue black...painful..

Speaking of pain...I'm okay now or so i think...

Did AM project with my group matey today and we are moving on well..I guess everyone is stress up over projects and stuff. The list is too long...

I'll enjoy my last few days of holiday...before school starts...

Like seriously...Kinda peace out a lot these few days.

I'll replace my blogpic soon...probably tomorow...

I'll rest and give my mind a real holiday

Lost in MIA session

2009-12-28T20:04:00.002+08:00

I'm totally helpless now...

My past few days after i came back from Malacca was Horrendous...Never had a horrible christmas like this before...

My desktop crashes and so has my life.

I don't get it why? Perhaps its my lowest point in life.

I think i am a little lost for my AM project cause i haven't been around and i lost connection with the world.

I have been drinking or hoping i can get one to numb myself but the adults didn't allow...or find excuses.

I decided i'll not drink to numb myself cause it's very stupid and it's so adult...i rather act dumb...

Now i have a pile of work to do...and i don't know where to start...

I wasted too much of my time on the nonsense and now is time to get myself up...

I'll guess i have to apologize to some people for my uncontrollable emotional outburst and for being MIA for the past week...

and thanks Selina for being there when i needed you...especially when you are still working..

Last Christmas

2009-12-25T14:46:00.002+08:00

2007 was white christmas. It was the best ever cause i was in Korea.

2008 was a normal christmas cause i was stuck in Singapore.

2009 christmas was one of the worst ever cause someone got herself into some trouble somewhere and now becomes my problem...

This christmas, i hope that i will never ever have to suffer through all these ever again in all my christmas...

In 6 more days comes the beginning of new year.

I need to get my new year resolution ready.

I'll give myself a break today and stop working ... hopefully.

I hate it...

ME-LA-KA

2009-12-24T08:57:00.002+08:00

Back from Malacca. Short trip but worth it.

I had the life of a real Queen. I eat, i shop, i relax and enjoy.

I had 2 days worth of Thai massage. That is the major epic-ness.

Of course like i say, non-stop eating just makes me grow bigger i believe. Looking at the amount of sinful food that i ate...i don't regret.

Nonya authetic dishes, secret recipe, famous chicken rice balls...and so on.

I bought tons of stuff with just S$50. Jonker street is the place where you can get all the cheap good stuff.

I bought 5 clothes, 2 hand phone straps, 1 camera casing and many accessories.

Oh well,

I'm back to reality. Time to work my ass off...

SS

2009-12-13T09:50:00.003+08:00

BAck from slumber party and shopping. Look at my lovely winne-the poohs. From Left is Nana, Gigi and Ruru.

Nana and Gigi...BFF. BTW, they are boy boy

So technically Selina had a 5 star treatment at my house. As usual...

Us on my dad's car.

My shot at bugis christmas tree

My Foundation!!

The stuff that i bought!

Anyway, I had a great time shopping. It's been a long time since i shopped mad like this. I bought Shiseido Maquillage Foundation with free casing. And my Wallet. Love it like mad!

We slept early cause i was really very tired. I had class from 8-5. We did our make up before going out...hehe. I get to use her coffret dór's green eye shadow.

Later Yan and Yiwen join us.

We eat a lot and i realise i sort of gain a little weight..I have not been exercising after my leg was injured.

Oh well...

My dad has agreed to buy the Uniqlo jacket...I gonna get the red one. Hope i can get the stock!!

bumble bee style

2009-12-10T20:33:00.002+08:00

I'm working the AGM stuff now. Once i have gotten the stuff done tomorrow, I'll be totally free.

Panic attack, i would call it.

anyway, tomorrow will be slumber party time. I don't care if my foot is bandage...

freak, the massage was crazy. AT that moment i felt like asking the person to just knock me out with something...

I only want it to heal like A.S.A.P

Tomorrow we got tutorial for UCCD and i have done nothing...

I don't know what i should do...

what a life i have...

bleh

instinct is eating on to me

2009-12-09T19:31:00.004+08:00

I have a wierd instinct and its favourite food is me.

I made some wrong decisions today...i feel. If not, Mr. Instinct would not have such a nice appetitie today.

Oh well, eat all you want...

Just on the side note: Mr.Enneagram, I admit i am a FREAKING TYPE 8. So both you and Mr Instinct should stop treating me like i am a all-you-can-eat-buffet

Lastly, for the both of you...fuck off

forever seems too long

2009-12-09T12:16:00.003+08:00

This week was supposely to be relax cause there are no freaking test.

Stuck in MLT now cause i have no where to go just because i am waiting for my freaking GEMS. My ankle hurts cause i did not take medicine. it's loose. plus my leg cramp in the middle of the night. I'm like WTF.

I was so tired that i decided to shut up for the rest of the journey. Both me and selina fell asleep on the train without talking to each others.

Japanese test was worst. Nightmare.

My nightmare for the day - today, is settled. Mass printing done.

I wanted to cut my hair but apparrently, someone is faster than me. need to cut it desprately. One good thing about long hair is less worries on the hair shape...

sigh*

When i look at my schedule for December, i just feel like WTF? Packed, packed and more packed.

lucky i was able to get my getaway for a few days. IT IS A BLESSING. In the past, i'll call it a disaster...

Oh well...

This holiday was never much of a holiday in the first place...

Let go

2009-12-07T19:21:00.002+08:00

Today i read the "i weekly" as usual...Highlight of today: Fiona Xie. Hmm...she looks really happy.

I'm not the kind that post SG stars and their related stuff. Apparently, after i read the main article on her, I guess i felt the same.

To let go is always the best...don't look back after that.

That kind of stuff is always priceless...

Just felt that a lot of stuff is really beyond our control...

just let go

Time to Love

2009-12-05T11:16:00.003+08:00

I just change my song to Time to Love by T-ara. I think it is more addictive than AFter school's because of you.

Anyway, my leg is in a oh- so- horrible and yet not- so- horrible condition. Apparently, my blister just made things worse. They can't do much to my leg...nothing at all because of my infected blister. I ended up lost nearly $60 just for the oh- so- horrible medicine.

When i climb that mountain to school, i had this "please shoot me" pathetic look.

Sadded.

I just got out of the sick club and now i am in the Bai ka club. Oh how wonderful is that...

Now i want it to recover like A.S.A.P

It is troublesome...I hate troubling people. Especially when everyone have to wait for me to walk...

My Bai ka days...

I just wanna get over it

1,2,3

2009-12-03T21:50:00.002+08:00

I'll start with a rhythm.

One, my test is over...like finally =.=

Two, i sprained my leg a few moments...

Three, I have no ankle guard.

Four, FML!

I summarise my life in 4 sentences right now...

Today me, sherry and MJ have a deep and not so deep conversation.

In summary, we are on the same boat...

Jellyfish...seahorse

rainy days are the best

2009-12-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

I love rainy days...hmm

Just got back from School. I guess mall the hard work and effort were paid off the week before. I mean for PRMP... i got up at 3 am just to study....

anyway, i did well...so the worries were useless.

Up next is MLE. I hate to say it makes me wanna sleep...

Buy time

2009-11-30T18:53:00.002+08:00

It is a super duper busy day for me...

I have been triple tasking like mad!!!

I managed to escape for a while and bought an organiser and a book. I need to keep in touch with my literature side...

It has been 2 months since then...

which means i am left with

buying a wallet
Esprique precious foundation
Mascara
My bro's present

Oh well...till then

the difference in the attitude

2009-11-27T10:38:00.004+08:00

I have officially entered into the club for the sick. Like serious.I seriously hope i can recover by next monday.

This week is rather hectic but i just got through it without much of a thoughts nor complains. ASEAN exhibition went quite well...except that i have been running around the school without much of a thought. Adding to my happiness, AGM proposal/budget has been approve...

It's tiring and i know. I could hardly wake up these days. Bad news whenever i hear the alarm.

Though the curtains have close for this week, apparently my next agenda is longer than i expected it to be.

AM tutorial SWOT
AM SOBE/SOYALITE survey
EF pathetic Presentation
MLE sickening test

and the list continues...I become more cynical as the list goes down...but i'll suck it up eventually.

I've realised something...I have changed

unknowingly...

Puke and you'll feel better

2009-11-22T21:56:00.002+08:00

I'm going green..not environmentally friendly but i really wanna puke.

awwww...

anyway, i have been bombarded with good mix bad news. The good news is: i got nominated as the Main committee member of the club. The bad news is: i wanted to quit the club. The very bad news is: I don't how to let them know.

Another impasse...

I think i need to see my holidays coming...

I need to see an end

Thou shall stay relax

2009-11-20T20:48:00.004+08:00

Back to blog...

I wanted to blog yesterday but apparently i'm too lazy to do so.

Today was worse...had not been the UCCD project, i wouldn't even want to go back to school.

Fcuk, i can't believe i stayed for Finance. Practically a waste of my time...Regreted it big time. We were ask to read the financial report which i can hardly understand nor read properly. Like WTF?

Sherry was just LOLing my tweet "BYE BYE FINANCE"

Haha...

I just had my face mask on and now my skin is pretty much revive. I delay it for 2 weeks cause i was too lazy.

I can finally relax properly and get a life till the next MLE test.

I don't care...i just wanna rot tomorrow

sleep is sinful

2009-11-18T20:40:00.003+08:00

Sleeping early has been sinful...or will be for the next few weeks or so.

The good news is it is possible to survive brain draining tests. The bad news is sleeping time must be eliminated. And the worst news is, if you have CCAs, third language and other stuff such as Ms. M's monthly visit to add on to your bill...good luck.

Yup, I really needed sleep very badly...

I think i need an extra 12 hours more in order to fit the bill. I'll do that on saturadys or sundays.

The saddest thing now is i have 2 bloody chapters to study and slides for 1 world day which is not EVEN GRADED.

Not that, i do not want to do, but i am really in a foul mood from lack of sleep.

I should have just skip AM tutorials...just like everyone.

Enough of my daily sad news...cause my second half of the day was better. Thanks to Bartho! I survive the CCF.

We literally just crap and laugh off when we annouce some stuff wrongly.

We were so slack even if we had to annouce every 5 mins.

oh well,

I'll get on to my revision like in another 10 mins time.

Hopefully, i don't fall asleep

Love the weather but hate the days

2009-11-17T21:08:00.002+08:00

I can't believe it's only tuesday. I really want Thursday to come and get over it. Get over PRMP.

2 chapters left and it is my most dread topic. too wordy.

Worst...tomorrow is the day for Career Fair. Which means i'll be working till late.

Now I'm super tired and really need to sleep.

But i still have to study 1 more bloody chapter.

FML

dahy-it

2009-11-16T22:10:00.003+08:00

I have been horizontally challenge these days. so i am back to my training routine. Like i say, hopefully, i can keep up with it.

Apparently, my muscles are aching or rather screeching like mad. So it means my muscles are being exercise. It seems to make my old man proud of me...cause I'm finally exercising

Test and CAs deadlines are rolling themselves right in front of my eyes. How irritating is that...It is like week 5 only? SAD LIFE

I have been changing emails lately...Don't ask me why...just feel like doing it.

Thank god the weather has always been so nice...Helps to make my mood better. I have been bashing myself to much these days. So i have decided...I'll give you a holiday Mr. Bashing.

I'll live through it...

Your love for me is too much

2009-11-14T15:58:00.002+08:00

So, i think i am really back here to blog..i guess.

Seriously, i don't have to mood to blog these days..afterall, how exciting your ife can be when it is not even considered an adventure?

hmm...

apparently, i am trying to keep my moods under control...

women~~

i need to picturefied my blog more...

cause even for me, i find it super dull...

once again, my many attempts to make my life interesting

updates and more updates

2009-11-14T08:19:00.002+08:00

My many attempts to ditched this blog failed again...

I still can't ditch it.

I'm a total wierdo.

I have zero mood to blog hence the zero updates.

create tumblr to know that you cannot import your previous posts to it.

I'm like what the F***?

As much as i wanna switch...it'll be best that i switch together with it.

afterall, so much memories are here.

I'll probably see my world press first

New camera

2009-10-25T16:12:00.002+08:00

I bought myself a new CAMERA!! WOots!

It was on sale at EXPO and i got it off a discount. It cost only $199. The other one that i wanted was $165 was sold out...sad sad. The only thing i wasn't happy about was the lack of make-up mode. Afterall, that was what CASIO was famous for.

It is easy to use...afterall, i'm a techno moron who cannot handle technology that is too complicated.

OH yeah BABY! I'M A HAPPY KID!!!

With that motivation, i have finish revising...

YIPPY!~~

Shopping list

2009-10-24T12:32:00.003+08:00

School have started only 1 week and now i am thinking about the next holidays...

My Esprique Precious Foundation and the Hello Kitty Wallet that Selina bought last month. I want this so badly now...Thanks to Selina for triggering the urge for another Mayhem shopping after she showed off her coffret dór eye shadow...

I'll probably have to ask her for the price of the wallet again...

Which left me with this list of things to be bought in December.

Esprique Precious Foundation
Hello Kitty Wallet
A new Organiser from kinokuniya

I think it will continue to increase as the time goes by. Especially at the end of the year, where the prices of most cosmetic products' drop.

You itch my heart...

PS: Photo2 Belongs to her and not me. I stole it openly....=)

Fire on the hole

2009-10-23T21:09:00.002+08:00

So, we have come to the end of week 1 since school starts.

Well, i have been a little hectic on my schedule these days. So there are no updates recently.

Three 8 ó clock classes and i can't help but to stone my way through...

Of course as usual, we have lots of stuff going on around. ID:PEACE NEEDED. If you can't play with fire, then don't play. Cause you will end up burning yourself. Simple.

Let's not make it complicated for a while...

For now, i try to keep my cool and calm so i don't panic as usual...

For now, at least...

tired

2009-10-19T20:42:00.003+08:00

First day of school..as usual, i got soooo excited.

which bows down to me being so tired right now...and old man is irritating the shit out of me...

I did not go for the GL meeting...cause i have to study my japanese...which means die arh die...

Selina made me into like a monster saying that i am gonna curse her for buying the coffret dor eye shadow palette.

no way am i so bad...afterall, i am the one that introduce the brand to her.

yaya, now i really HATE HER cause she made my heart itch even more. I wanna buy my esprique precious Foundation...

Wednesday gonna be sucky cause i have one full day of LOA

SCHOOL back up

2009-10-18T21:48:00.002+08:00

School is starting in like X hours...so i am actually quite excited for school to start.

The weather have been "äwesome" these days cause it is freaking hot...

Twitter is deleted form my blog cause it is irritating.

AND lastly, i really hope i can fall asleep later...

sick like state

2009-10-17T11:15:00.002+08:00

My current status: sick to the core

Today marks the 1 week anniversary of me falling sick. I have yet to recover...

On and off, on and off...stupid insomia, flu and stomachache...

I should cut down on the crappy food.

like really...

Somebody call 911..fire on the dance floor

2009-10-16T13:09:00.002+08:00

The music just stuck in my head for some unknown reason.

School's starting in N days and i feel like the awesome holiday is about to be gone with the wind.

I'm like a total wierdo. People blog at night while i blog in the early morning/afternoon when half of the day has yet to be gone.

I suddenly feel like my hair should be longer...i miss the long hair days whenever i see Yui's blog. She got nice hair...

My black roots are awesome now. It's like blending with my light brown hair. It's freaking nice. Something is really wrong with me...my mum says that it will be ugly as my hair grows long...

I really like the colour of my current hair colour...plus it is only obvious when under the sun. My godmum nag about the fact that i dye my hair....=.=

I'll probably dye again next year to my original dark choclate hair colour. (when it is longer)

It's gonna take eons till then...

soo bored

2009-10-15T14:30:00.002+08:00

I am so dead bored...like seriously. I am so pathetic over the top. WHen i had stuff to do, i complaint like nobody's business. When there is nothing to do, i still do the same old complaining.

Surprisingly, i have done the spring cleaning of my room in the morning. MUAHAHA...

Plus i chopped off some of my hair again...It was seriously out of shape. Now, it looks perfect until it grows super duper long.

ohh..side track a bit. We got the deal from fujitsu and we are presenting our concept and ideas to them! OH YES!!! WHich means I'll be really busy when school reopens.

Oh well...

Preparation is almost complete

2009-10-14T08:21:00.003+08:00

MONDAY
12:00 - 13:00 : Advertising Management Lecture
14:00 - 15:00 : Media Law and Ethics Lecture
15:00 - 17:00 : Media Law and Ethics Tutorial Tuesday

TUESDAY
11:00 - 12:00 : Essentials of Finance Lecture
13:00 - 14:00 : Advertising Management Lecture
14:00 - 15:00 : Media Law and Ethics Lecture
15:00 - 17:00 : Public Relations Management & Practice Tutorial

17:30 - 19:30 : Japanese Language

WEDNESDAY
08:00 - 10:00 : Advertising Management Tutorial
11:00 - 12:00 : Events Management & Promotion Lecture

13:00 - 15:00 : Sun Zi- The Art of War in Modern Days

THURSDAY
08:00 - 11:00 : Events Management & Promotion Tutorial
11:00 - 12:00 : Public Relations Management & Practice Lecture

FRIDAY
08:00 - 10:00 : Understanding Cross Cultural Diversity Tutorial
10:00 - 11:00 : Understanding Cross Cultural Diversity Lecture
12:00 - 13:00 : Public Relations Management & Practice Lecture
15:00 - 17:00 : Essentials of Finance Tutorial

WOW...this is my all so perfect timetable of the week. Pretty isn't it?

So this is what i have to stick with for the next unknown of X weeks. Apparently the saddest day of my life is on Tuesday with all the uber pack schedule.

Oh, did i mention the fact that other than Essentials of finance, all other modules are FREAKING 4 credit units?

Once again, W O W

The worse part which i can't believe myself is that i am almost ready to start school!

I think i have gone BOnkos like seriously...

all i am left with to prepare is stationaries and do my Japanese homework which will probably be done like last minute...

I don't get it

11 is a number that i fail to recognize

2009-10-12T09:38:00.002+08:00

Time to blog...afterall, it has been 11 days since i last blog.

something tells me that if i do not update, i'll get to loads of trouble.

So ICE CAMP ended with a well rounded dot. I had my own share of fun and bounded quite well with most of the GLS!

I had a toal of 10 hours of sleep for the 3 nights there and i have no idea how i zombie my way through it...

right now, is merely settling the AGM stuff, get ready for school reopen and wait to register GEMS later.

Another complaint i would like to make is the TIMETABLE SUCKS BIG TIME!

three 8 ó clock classes...I'm like WTF? Yanhan says they had worse. Four 8 o clock classes. OMG o.O

anyway...i'll just have to enjoy my last tinney winney bits of holidays

blog blog blog

2009-10-01T11:54:00.002+08:00

Back again and to update on my all so busy life during the holidays.

I am truly pathetic...

Last year when i had the chance to enjoy a all free holiday, i procrastinate on the lack of activities. This year when i had the luxury of all the activities, i procrastinate on the all so busy schedule. Someone shoot me please?

So i went out with my Dajie yesterday for some proper shopping. of course way before that i have to accompany her to bail the twins out of jail. Not a real jail, but jail=school.

I bought 3 earrings, 1 belt, 1 cap and 1 handphone strap. and i spent a total of about $26.90 on these things.

naturally someone ;=.= selina bought a total of nearly $200 plus worth of shiseido cosmetics. sigh*

i wish i was as rich as her...which makes m e ponder about how much i would have to spent for my next foundation?

I seriously don't know which to opt for? Anna sui or IPSA? Or Esprique, Maquilage?

Headache arh headache...

I think that is not what i should worry about...My next GEMS to choose is the one i should worry...

Tomorrow is prep camp. Wish me luck...

Asking for trouble

2009-09-24T19:09:00.004+08:00

sometimes i wonder i am really asking for trouble a not?

I recently receive a news from my another club saying that i have been chosen to be the vice-chairperson for the AGM...

sigh* more trouble for me i guess since i can hardly cope with this semster.

Plus i am in the Year Book committee this year. I really have to suck it up don't I?

Well, i shall convince myself to throw my lazy bones out and stand out like what my old man always say.

Hmm...if people can do it, why can't i right? okay, those sentence are part of the hypnosis...

I really should be happy....

Anyway, i just receive Suzuki sensei's email...haha.

More good news...

My phone is fixed and they are mailing back to me tomorrow. which is wierd. My dad reckons that my phone is really defect. So to make it up, i can get it back for free.

Hmm...